hurm..what happen?I am feeling lonely right now...don't know why..Even if I have a friends..but sometime I feel really lonely...I need someone to help me..help me out from this feeling...

damn...why I must feel like this..Why I can't find someone to be with me?

why always people ignore me?

I want to find the person who can bring me "shiawase"

I want to find the person who can bring me to life..

I really hope that..

Because I always can't get anything I wish in my life..

I just want her..I just want to having the stuff that I dream...

hurm....